Dream

Ok, so I am just going to jump right in here and start typing. I keep putting this off b/c I am not sure what direction I want this blog to take. However, I had an interesting dream last night that made me think maybe it's my way of telling myself that I have to vent somehow, this blog being just that and more, maybe. The dream went like this: I was at my old house (the one we bought blissfully when we were childless), and some other people were there that I didn't know, but I seemed to know them in my dream, there is a knock at the door and I go to see who it is only to see no one there....the male in my dream goes outside along with the female in my dream, I follow. It is daylight and he points to a "manhole" in the yard and then throws an object at it, as if to summon a criminal trying to get us or something.....instead, after throwing the object at the manhole, the scene becomes dark (in the middle of daylight and sun shining) and a gigantous, enveloping "creature" of some sort gets me and all I can feel is warmth and gooey-ness, as if it is some sort of alien....the onlookers gape at me in shock and fear....then I wake up. So, I am chalking this one up to ANXIETY!! You think????? I am attributing the "alien" to everything in my life that is overwhelming me, and the alien is smothering me! Hence, I woke up, thinking, I am going to start that blog! And there you have it. So, I am going to make a committment to myself to blog at least once a week (starting off small) and stick to it! I have been told this is therapeutic and I feel relief getting that dream out of my head already! Ok, until next time, I must get ready for work now, and get all five of the kids out the door with me!